November is ending like a fast uh, arrival of December in two more days! Many things have been in my mind this few days, things that I have never thought before. I feel that the pace of the continuous improving to be a better country is too fast & competitive that I could hardly catch up & take a breather. Like so pressurize by the competitiveness of the society, people around & the environment. One must keep running on to catch up with the pace, I felt it's so tiring. I never felt this tiring before, this unfamiliar feeling in me, helpless & the fear.
Things to get done. 1. Give an answer by 8pm tomorrow. 2. Pick up the bloodly phone & pluck up my courage & put down my fucking dignity, call up my aunty for help. 3. Enjoy my one week of chalet marathon. 4. Get sick after first week of December. (prediction) 5. Master the skills & get a smooth way in VE. 6. Forget you, get over the infaturation as soon as possible. 7. Earn money for laser, because I don't know why the fuck it got more obvious. (Important) 8. Get another job. 9. Get a life. 10. Change & develop a brand new me (: 11. Catch up the pace, I'm way too slow. 12. New moon, Jennifer's body!
Don't talk, contact, think about it. Rachel, you must get over it. Aren't suitable for you, get over it loser.
Saturday, November 28, 2009, 11:49 PM